‘Oh, does it hurt? I forgot to ask!’

A man resting on a chair


The story of Cinderella is a brilliant example, albeit a sad one, of how people ignore as well as shy away from raw reality.

When one reads or even thinks of the fairytale of a beautiful young lady, (Cinderella in this instance) – who finds her charming Prince, living in an ostentatious castle, (but it’s beautiful right?)  dressed in the finest garb, hair perfectly styled, absolutely she’s blonde (what else?), beaming with joy. That is what they love, and that is what they perceive. Only.

Let’s take the story of Cinderella;

Of course it’s only a fairytale, but if we’re to ‘enjoy’ the finer bits, the ‘feel good’ pieces of the story, then we should embrace the entire story.

The fact that Cinderella scrubbed floors all day on hands and knees with a brush, probably having cracked, dirty and broken fingernails as a result, including hard hands which, if you think about it, is very unflattering, does not enter into people’s minds. Cinderella had to sew her Step Mother and Step Sisters clothing by hand, which meant she’d suffered more than a few pricks from needles. Perhaps her hands often bled? Her clothes were tattered and torn, and I imagine, her hair wasn’t all that clean and definitely not styled. She had no friends, and was made to sleep in the attic.

Viewing Cinderella in this light, how do you now perceive her? Do these raw realities of a child being subject to pain, hard work, exhaustion, and perhaps eating only scraps, make you want to read the story of Cinderella, if no Prince was coming along, no fancy castle, just, broken fingernails, torn clothing and perhaps dirty hair, still have you  reading this story to your children at bedtime? Well, I imagine not. This is an example of  life’s realities, in their truest and rawest forms.

When people ask someone about how he or she lives with any sort of pain or disorder, more often than not, it is out of curiosity, not care. They want to see and hear about the hero in you. The juicy bits where you’re coping against all odds. They don’t want the raw reality of the suffering you endure. Oh God no, that would just be yucky, wouldn’t it? Ruin the entire illusion.

Another example is this; If you’ve suffered a horrific car accident, and end up in a wheelchair, paralysed from the waist down, needing a carer 24/7, including help with going to the toilet, do they really want to know these things? Your bedsores, the pus that seeps onto your bedsheets, because your carer has somehow forgotten to help you turn, the constant ghost feelings in your legs, which are driving you crazy, as well as depressing you, the poo bag you have strapped to your side, because you cannot feel the urge when it’s time for a number 2? Oh no! please no! Will they even enquire or want to hear you share your sorrow, fear and pain? 


They want to know how it happened?  Who was involved? Is your car a write off? ‘I hope the accident fund pay you out well’ (silently wishing for you to give them a share of your loot), and what happened to the ‘other person, who was involved?’ did he or she die? and that’s about it. Perhaps they’ll ask about other juicy bits, like ‘were there witnesses? and ‘whose fault was it?’…..

They won’t ask you ‘where does it hurt?’ They won’t caringly enquire about bedsores in an effort to help,  and if you bring this up, they’ll quickly change the subject, trying to hide their uncomfortable feelings of disgust.  They certainly don’t want to hear about the bag strapped to your side, which if said carer doesn’t change, the content of your feces will spill onto your clothes, causing a horrific mess and smell. And God forbid this should happen when they visit!! They’ll run calling for the carer, and then make up an excuse to leave immediately.

Will they be interested in any pain, depression, sadness, you might be feeling? or the loss of loved one’s who’ve left because ‘they simply couldn’t take anymore of you crying at night’, I mean, seriously, ‘get over it’! You have a carer don’t you? You’re waited on hand and uh…foot! Shit happens man, just get a grip already!‘ they’ll yell.

If you mention wanting a manicure, I imagine the answer would be ‘why?’ they’re so expensive and you’re not going anywhere special are you?’  having lost sight that you’re still human. With feelings and a heart that beats, albeit to a different drum.

Yup. The raw realities. Who wants them? Let’s cut to the part where you miraculously heal, as spinal surgery has come a long way, and you’re the ‘lucky’ one, who was operated on successfully,  and to everyone’s delight, you have the use of your legs again! You don’t need the bag for feces strapped to your side anymore, and you certainly won’t suffer bedsores. What a beautiful ending! (but the ending began when you had the accident, something most couldn’t comprehend). oh wait, they’ll throw in a lot of ‘God is so good!‘ (um, ok, so why did I have the accident then? subject to shame and terror?’)

That’s the part that’ll have them proud to ‘be your friend’.  Your loved one will probably rush back home, especially once you’ve received a massive payout from the accident fund, citing how he/she was, at the time, suffering deep depression, and they’re so sorry they left, but missed you terribly. (oh, sorry they didn’t call, their phone was broken)….

Yep. The reality of life. If not for Prince Charming, poor old Cinderella’s story wouldn’t be in print.




So, I haven’t written in such a long time, but life has been happening. Sorry for not having read your blogs for a while.

This recently came to my attention, and LADIES, I feel I need to warn you!

when googling myself, you know, to check what was out there, regarding me, I came upon hundreds of my profile photos that I’d innocently uploaded over the years onto Facebook.

I know diddly squat about how this works, so began a painstaking process of removing all of my images from google. It’s one hell of a process, which im still to check if they’re removed.

However, I then happened upon one of my pictures of me, that a woman who wrote she hailed from Texas, using MY face and name as HERS! Who went on to claim all sorts of crap about herself (me) and this doesn’t serve to make me all proud and vain …like (ooo look, someone wants my face!) noooo, I was scared shitless and reported it immediately to google, who I pray has removed it. And her, (me) whoever she or he is.

Then, it gets worse. We innocently post our favourite profile pics of ourselves on Facebook, and guess what’s happening to your pic if “they” like it?

Well, it’s taken from your profile, and is then used in porno mags, putting YOUR face, photoshopped onto a naked woman’s body, legs wide open, with God knows what else on or who’s with (you, ) perhaps some animals like donkeys or something, clearly looking exactly like it’s you doing the porn thing. No way to tell the difference, and no way to defend yourself. This, my friends, is now presumed by everyone who purchases porn mags, to be YOUR body, and YOU, like getting cozy with whatever they wanna do with your pics.!!

so please do yourself a favour. Google your name, on google obviously, and have a look at the amount of info that’s out there, using your name and face. Then, go through the long annoying process of removing all images of yourself off of Google.

Then you might want to use a plant, shell, animal, whatever, as every picture you put on fb or even blogging sites as you.

Protect yourselves! There are seriously creepy, bad people out there, and I certainly never even thought about this happening.

The same goes for people, who try befriend you on fb. DONT accept anyone, unless you personally know them. False pictures and names are used to get into your account, and the hell begins. It’s just another form of hacking. In such an evil sinister way.

wheres my cave!? Oh that’s right, I found it, and will be forever more a beautiful plant.

A time to seriously moan!

Hi Folks

Sorry I’ve not blogged in a while, and if I keep on like this, I’ll never get into the community of blogging, but that’s another story.

Today, I’ve had it! 


First of all, I’m working on a dinosaur computer. I’m sure T Rex was this little ba***rds friend! It is so slow, that someone on a zimmerframe could outdo it. So I thought I’d blame it on my service provider. (gotta blame someone right?) so I called them up, and the poor young lass who answered the phone, (and I’m sure this is her first job), got it in the ear. I was so angry with my piece of S**T computer, that I prayed to God to give it a neck. I pictured a lovely neck that I could squeeze till eyeballs popped……um….sorry, I’m sounding a bit Hitchcock here! time for my meds methinks. eeeek. But still, I bet you know the feeling. And it’s all because of this story;

I decided to change the theme of my website. The old one was drabby and looked like the bush in the outback, so I thought I’d make it more ‘feminine’ friendly, probably because it’s normally us ladies who shop online, and men jump to ebay. (although I have found a few bargains there,but hey, my shop is MUCH better LOL).

So here I am changing the theme, got my ‘soothing music’ from youtube playing in the background, and incense burning to get the right vibe, all is going swimmingly, until I get to changing the LOGO!!

Nothing on planet earth can prepare one who is clueless on computers for the nightmare of trying to create a logo! Well, first of all, I named the Company, and don’t even know what it means! do you? So I thought, a really gorgeous French looking (as they ooze le chic) stunning (drawn), with the logo underneath her, as she stands with her wide brimmed hat all demure and gorgeous would be perfect! Not only will it show my potential customers that ‘traderoutz livingStyle’ has stunning goods for women, but that it’s a stylish shop for whatever you want. From Clothing to furniture, we stock it all!

I then made the horrible error of going onto google to look for a free logo design place-thingy. ALL of them say ‘FREE’ until you open them, and then the little bits of ‘pay this’ and ‘pay that’ show up. I spent about half an hour searching for a legit ‘free’ logo printer – maker-thingy, and finally found one. Then…..(oh help me someone), I designed the most wonderful logo, and T Rex ate it! It’s gone! I hope he chokes on it, and I’m going to try again another day. This has exhausted me to the point of hating dinosaurs, those big ugly creatures, I once had a fascination for! and that’s life my friends. Please check out my new website. Ignore the hideous logo that still sits like T Rex, as I will get a new one soon, but let me know if you like the colours I’ve chosen and so on. I’d be grateful!

Moan over! Thanks for listening. Love you x

I hope you are all having a great day, or have had a great day, and will sleep well tonight.

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How Loud Does Loneliness Speak?


Hi Folks

Have people just got too much time on their hands? Or have we become so isolated from human company, using the internet as our only means of ‘making friends’ and ‘talking’ to others, that we keep writing and writing and writing, hoping we’ll be noticed, liked and heck, even make friends!

See, to me, the internet is a really cold place, a lonely place (note how I refer to cyber space as a ‘place’), but it’s got us hooked. We write and ‘chat’ to friends, family, peers, in fact, everyone via the internet, and when it comes to blogs we  forget that perhaps we are over writing, (talking), and that what we write is like listening to a horrible bird that makes a horrible noise go on and on and on, and we thank the Gods for the ‘delete’ button. (one beautiful invention we don’t have in real life sadly).

As I go through the hundreds of blogs that I signed up to (my fault entirely), I find that most are very interesting and I love reading them,  but some people seem astonishingly enough, to be able to churn out about 10 a day, every day!!! HOW?? and they are not very interesting. Well not to me. So, sadly I go to their pages and delete them from my list, not that it makes any difference to them, but it is sad. Why is that?

Well, that person is spending all of their time, every day, writing stuff that few care about. At first, you read what they write, then you read the next story, then the next, and then, when you open your inbox, only to see it flooded with blogs from the same person, you shiver as you close your computer, afraid to look! …………but…..

Is this perhaps an effort to be liked by as many people as possible? Is it possible, that the people who churn out pages and pages of unadulterated nonsense, could be very lonely, unless they are earning their bread and butter writing so many of these blogs?

Has the internet given a voice to the lonely, and the blogs especially, given a voice to those who do talk too much, to the point where people have grown tired of listening and have perhaps scattered, so, thank the Gods for the internet, because maybe, just maybe, that person, that cannot stop writing, feels heard?


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